Hello and regards after a looooong time.
Well, I was busy entertaining myself and so many others on the holidays.
How do you doooooo? I missed you all. And more than anything I missed myself sitting at my pc telling you craps.
My classes started. And I wasn’t home for past 2 nights. I couldn’t even sleep for I had to work with the other partners, so we make our conference ready for today. Just imagine that right after "13 be dar" I started studing so hard.
I'm close to another depression for my classes started..
NO. I LIED! Not only I'm not close, but actually I feel over happy. I received a gift today from a precious friend of mine. I went to K-Pub today to pay all my debts and to buy new books. And I received a book free as EIDY gift. Yoohooooooo. I was about to kiss him. But I was shy and instead I said: "kiiiisseeeeees".

And I found a new friend today. Actually not so much new. But we got friendly today and we had things to talk about. She's lovely and energetic. Sweet and classy. Shiny and brilliant. And a bigger bookworm than I am! We have common friends, and… . well that caused me to feel close and comfortable with her. And to aware you of an old truth I must say, world is sooooooo small. For maybe I've known her for three or 4 years but I could never remember it was her!!!
I also bought some new books with her idea and I dunno if I'd like it.

Heeeeeey. Before I forget, let me introduce you some good books to read. Please forgive me for I have to write them fingilish. Persian English:D

In water melon sugar--à Richard Brautigan
Les belles images.--à Simone De Beauvoir.
Like water for chocolate -àlaura Fsqivel
Seyde ghezel ala dar America -à Richard Brautigan
Li bar sotto il mare -à Stefano Benni
vivir para contarla -àGabriel Garcia Marquez
This is list of the books I read this holiday. And all are recommended to read.

To tell you about the differences between this holiday and the past years holidays, I must say it was funny. Just imagine me and my sister and my 2 brothers sleeping in a very big hall. All in a row with some distance between each. And sometimes all of us fall into sleep in frontta tv after watching a film. So my parents are again back in their own room and it's almost 15 days that I haven’t slept on bed.
The only thing that could worry me about this kindda sleeping was a habbit of mine. (eating apples in the midnight). But when you sleep in the same space with 3 others you always have to worry that the sound of you biting the apple wouldn’t wake them up. But well. One night I tried it and when I asked them the other day if my eating apple woke them up, they all claimed that they haven’t heard the noise. So I happily started my habits.

Because of my today home works I didn’t sleep last night. So I slept today afternoon and I had the strangest dreams. Actually it did me right. I mean I felt real good after having those dreams. And again, after a long time I missed someone I had forgotten for about 3 month. Missing that person again means so much to me. For it's a certification for I can forget some of my bad memories of a bitter sweet past. It's becoming complicated again I know. Well… I must stop censoring myself. For it's one of the things I've learnt from a great man. Ok . let me tell you like this.-à
Different people come to your life and each of them leave some affection on you in very different ways. In my life I can remember 3 main people that affected my life so hard. And 2 of them, (except penny) left also bad affections on my life. And it's about the bittersweet memories they left on my mind. I see dreams about them. And in my dreams I see the things that sometimes are true. Sometimes it's a simple dream about a converstations we have. And sometimes it's so magical and tragical and symbolic. Last night I had one of those symbolic dreams of mine, which was revealing the devilish aspect of my teacher's personality. I know it's true. I know my teacher is devilish. And I know for a long time I was badly interested in this devilish teacher. I know that even those times that I was interested in him I had dreams about his devilish aspects, but I never believed in them, for he was a living God on the earth. But well. Soon the God disappeared and devil came out and… it was another story of my life which simply ended.
But today when iwoke up, first I couldn’t remember any glimpse of my dream. But I was talking with my sister that suddenly a vision came on my mind, and YES, it was the dream that I was remembering. And I was like:
WHAT?!?!?! Another dream of him? Another one again symbolic and magic?!?!?! But the truth was I was suddenly relieved. I was suddenly happy and charged. And not only I didn't feel bad but I felt like I miss my teacher. I felt like even the devil is …
Oh, that's almost all…